Today we walked on the floor. Today and tomorrow I follow Joy who is a resident intern and is just amazing both in her care and as a person. I was handed a list of patients on the floors I was assigned, and Joy helped me introduce myself to everyone while giving me a tour as well as what floors/units she was assigned to.
I'm not sure what I was expecting, but I really had a good time. Fumbled a little because I wasn't ready to say a few prayers, but all-in-all, it wasn't too bad. too bad at all actually, because I wasn't alone. And i mean that in the sense of following Joy, but also that the patients were wanting to know who I was too. And I also mean that God was right there with me.
I think that for the past few days I've been psyching myself out thinking that I would freeze up and just be in a state of shock. I assume that it will happen sometime down the road, but at least for now, I thought to myself "I can do this" or "this is exciting" but always "There is no way I could do this without God."
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